Credits
Neil Matharoo - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Synthesizer, Percussion
Alexandra Moiseev - Cello on "Admire"
Trevett McCandliss - Guitar on "Oh My"
Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by Neil Matharoo
Additional mix support from Nat Boda
Recorded at Union Studios and Marlborough Farms in Brooklyn, New York
Album Cover by Neil Matharoo and Trevett McCandliss

All songs composed by Neil Matharoo

We Hunger
When I was 17
I nearly lost my mind
The space that's in between
Was such a waste of time

We're younger
We hunger
And come what may
Demand your hopes and dreams
And take the easy way

We're younger
We're stronger
We can't hold back
We're older
We're wiser
We don't look back

When I finally saw the lies
I could not look away
I knew just what I had to do
To live another day

We're older
We're colder
And not afraid
Destroy your novelties
And slowly drift away

Admire (Velatone Remix)
You won’t define
Controlling our time
It’s never the same without you here
I take all the blame when you are near
I can be what you want someday, though
If I try

So when
You go home
I’ll keep you alive
I know it’s so long I have to wait
But when you’re broken down it’ll be so great
You can be what I want someday though
If you try

Forget what I told you, my love
Forget what I told you, I lied
You heard what you want to know
Forget when I hold you, we die
Forget that it’s never enough
Still you wear that smile for me

Deny the truth now
Confusing our lines
I give up the game on your command
Remember your name cut in my hand
I can be what you want someday though
If I try

So tear me down now
It’s so easy to hate
It’s nothing but all I want from you
I’m taking the fall again for you
You can be what I want someday though
If you try

Forget what I told you, my love
Forget what I told you, I lied
You heard what you want to know
Forget when I hold you, we die
Forget that it’s never enough
Still you wear that smile for me

Admire
Desire
Your love’s suicide

Horror Show
You'll take it on down
For the time reject
Wish it all back
For the last regret
I can feel my
Vicious or kind
Giving what I get
Thinking it's time
For a killer threat
You can't face me

Welcome to
The horror show
You can't leave
Until you've paid me
Welcome to
The horror show
Wake with me
You're only dreaming​​​​​​

So tell it my friend
It's an unsafe bet
Color it black
With a time reset
I can feel you
Trip in your mind
Through the wire-set
Rip it in three
And you cast that net
You can't face me

Welcome to 
The horror show 
You can't leave 
Until you've paid me 
Don't let go
Of what you know
Wake with me 
You're only dreaming​​​​​​

For the last time
I heard your name
For the last time
I played your game

Independent Glory (Velatone Remix)
Independence wins the day
Independent just like them
Everything sounds the same
I can hear it calling
Every way is down from here
Every day is pain for brave
Independents look the same
Watch them sell the drama

And I will wait for you

Complications in my way
Victory or death, no sorrow
I am finished with this stage
I had thought I lost it
Slide it back in my veins
Got an appetite for destruction
Every day is pain for brave
I can hear it calling

Be independent just like me
Independent just like them
Independent all the way
I can hear it calling

Oh My
Oh my, my
Did you tell me a lie?
Hot time
Headed to the south
And I'm looking for the trouble
Of the big bad city
You can't take me down like this

Give It Up (Velatone Remix)
Still you’re mine
You forget
What I said I’d do to you
If you tried to turn away
There was never going back from
What you did then, from what you and I were
Your love’s in pieces
We’ll never be this way again

I want you
But I need to
Hate you now
There’s no forgiveness
So what to do
When I love you
No I can’t see why
There’s no forgiveness

Come on girl, you’re my play
Don’t forget what I do with you
When we try it your way
I know how you like it—cruel
But still you believe
It’s nothing you and I were
You’re love’s in pieces
We’ll never be this way again.

Give it up
Give up
Give it up to me
Maybe then you’ll see
What you’re getting with me
Since you’ve gone from my life
Since you’re gone I’m alright
Still I think I would die
If I’m not with you

Moving to New York
(No lyrics)